im making this post on the off chance that someone has a brilliant and simple idea that i just over looked.

it's not a major big problem or antyhing but i really HATE eating.
mainly I hate having things im my mouth. Sometimes i want to spit my tongue out lol
there are a number of reasons why this might be going back to when i was really young.
Stuff i dont feel ready to share about.   ......

but usualy when something is im my mouth I really don't want it to be there, and its being used as a way to hurt me.

its probably one of the reasons I hardly ever took pills or smoked enough to get addicted. if and when it gets triggered i can eat until it passes. If I force myself my stumoch goes all tense and I end up sicking it back up in which case its more comfortable just to go hungry.

having never had a propper eathing habbit in childhood and in active addiction and now being on  inteferon treatment that makes me sick and week alot of the time, im wondering how i can possibly find a way to atleast not HATE eating,, maybe even like food one day...
the doctor didnt have anything to say.... cept that its normal..,, and that doesnt help.

if any idea sprung out at you when reading this or if you can relate please leave a message....

thaaaannnkkkssyouuu

What about smoothies Duckling? Would that help? Ya know add bananas or strawberries or whatever fruit you like. Icecream......yogurt,, whatever suits your fancy.

Hi Ducky, I was going to say the same as Melly did. If you maybe start with soft foods like we do for babies ,or maybe even  creamed soups, if you have a blender then you can mix alot of things that way and maybe the texture will not bother you.

Hang in there gf you are doing all the things you need to be and some days will be easier than others