My appologies for not responding earlier. Missed this one some how.
I'm a veterian of a couple of back surgeries, knee surgeries and chronic back pain. Pain killers have been a part of my life wether I wanted them or not (I could give a good long post on that debate alone!).
After my last back surgery they sent me home on oxi, then stepped down to ty4 with codien... Stepping down, gradually withdrawing me, was the best way to go for the pain itself and for the addictive nature of the meds (and my self as I've said before my body never met a chemical it did not like!).
I also really stepped up my program contact during that time with AA's visiting, calling and we even had a meeting or two in my 'recovery room'. During that time I started reading some AA and other recovery material I had been putting off until I "had the time". I also did some journaling which turned into a new 4th step.
Hell when you're laying on your back for a few weeks what else can you do?
The gradual withdrawl, accompanied by the extra work on my recovery/spiritual condition and being a part of the fellowship is what carried me through. Working with doctors who understood and cared were also critical to the process.
Today I still need pain killers from time to time. I use them as sparingly as possible. My wife is the one who used to controle the pill bottle and my doc and sponsor kept a close eye on how much I used. Today my wife just eye balls the pill bottle from time to time and is usually the one to tell me when I need to take one.
Funny thing hapened, my wife was worried some time back about how fast my pills were going down and she commented about it. I told her I had not used one for weeks. After a little detective work we caught one of the kids we had living with us "barrowing them". The pills went back into a controled place.
One last note. For long term pain management the use of exercise, physical therapy, chiropracty, external linaments, heat/ice packs, hot soaks and other non-drug solutions make a huge diffrence for me in many ways.
Hope this helps.
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